Monday, August 17, 2009

Episode #34: Big Emotions (5' 12")

Here's the latest episode. It starts off and finishes with
guys getting emotional about having sex.

In the middle is the incredibly awkward talk between Sergei (the guy who
auditioned for Paul's project) and Blake Burnett, one of the
suits who works for Paul.

Their conversation was so intense that I transcribed it
word for word. Then I had actors perform it as an
audition for one of my own projects.

Confused yet? This episode has a lot of stuff in it.

I hope you like it! Feel free to write to me and let me
know what you think.




  1. Priceless. I'm always amazed at the boys who talk a good game but when it comes time to put up or shut up, they always choose the latter. Sex is ALWAYS an emotional activity. We just need to bring the RIGHT emotions to the bed and leave the other ones outside where they belong. If a boy isn't ready to fuck, he needs to step aside for someone who IS.

  2. BTW, I'm an admirer of your blog/project, even if it is occasional. Good stuff, Ryan.

  3. Isn't the guy at the end the one who was kicked out of the house by his husband? I think I saw that on Paul's Flickr page.

    Love your blogging project, but I too wish you posted more frequently.

  4. Thanks Peter and X for the great comments! I'm working to get together an episode a week, starting up with next week. I'm going to try my best.

    Thanks for watching! And thanks especially for commenting.


  5. I admire your film work. Very interesting and compelling. I look every day to see if there is another installment. As for Sergei, he should have been told upfront. For the rest, he is Russian and clearly has issues. He doesn't want to sound gay and porno is filth. Issues indeed.

  6. Yep, the juxtaposition between the reservations of the actual porn performer and Sergei are kinda funny and revealing - it's a fine line when you weight up financial (or carnal) concerns against ethical ones; I reckon exploring this more is also kind of a turn on, more so than when a porn fireman adds 'that was hot' in a high pitched voice after a gym queen carefully comes on his waxed chest. More please...

  7. That ending was hilarious. He went fro crying about his boyfriend to "Oh yeah fuck me" 2 secinds lol.

  8. i want to fuck the guy in the blue shirt.

  9. Ryaan,
    Interesting study for actors, especially film Vid actors. Sergei who is living the emotion (he may be an actor for all I really know) is pulled back and quiet. The "actors" are all pushing it out there which comes off not very believable.

  10. I like Sergei very much. I hope he can hold on to his integrity.
    And Ryan: great work!

  11. i thought this was a really powerful episode. I am hooked on your videos!

  12. is the sceane of the guy who couldant take the c*cks going to be in any tim videos??